Found Love

Living in a multi-racial country like Malaysia, we eaten various types of cuisine.
For example curry. There's Chinese curry, Malay curry, Indian curry and many more.
My favourite is of course Japanese curry.

Japanese curry has many different levels of spiciness. The least spicy one taste sweet for some people but not many people in Malaysia that likes Japanese curry.
The reason is because all Malaysian are used to very hot curry. Ever since my first taste of Japanese curry in Japan I've been tasting every Japanese curry in Malaysia's Japanese restaurants. There are tasty ones but they still can't match the taste from Japan. However I finally found the one that could match the real deal.

Tonight I've tasted it at Kampachi,勘八 in Pavilion. It's the first time I've tasted this taste for such a long time. Not only the taste is good, the restaurant present the dish like the real deal. They gave me a cup of ice water and a spoon.
If you eat Japanese curry in Japan, you will be given a cup of ice water and a spoon.
The ice water is for when you can't handle the hotness. They only give a spoon cause they don't use fork. All restaurants here do not provide an extra cup of ice water.

When I told my friend about it, she thought I was talking about my own cooking as I know how to make Japanese curry. My sister ask me to make it like Kampachi,勘八 did.
I told her I'm not a chef. So there's no way I can do it. I really fell in love with the curry rice there. Gotta get more of it.

Mahjong

When I was in still in high school, my classmates and I used to bond through games of mahjong and cards. Ever since graduation from high school, we only gathered a few times a year for some game to catch up with each other.

Every Saturday morning I would head over to the basketball court to get some exercise. Yesterday while I was still at the basketball court, Kenneth, my high school classmate messaged me to invite me to another classmate, Swin Yee's house to play mahjong at Swin Yee's house. I haven't seen her for some time and I've been itching for a game of mahjong so I agreed to go to her house. All of a sudden, they changed the original plan and head to my house instead.

We played for hours. During the games we talked about our present situations and our past together. It's been a long time since I've reminisced over our high school days.
It was really nice. Later in the evening Chor Pin arrived bringing his gf.
I've been waiting for him to introduce his gf to me since he promised to do so.
After mahjong, we had dinner together at Station 1 in Sungai Long. It's been a really nice day for me to meet old friends. Let's do it again some time. I'll be waiting.

Day 2

When the clock strucks 12, I celebrated christmas with my aunt who is the only christian among us. She got me a christmas present. It's a bracelet. I've never really wore a bracelet before. I remember someone once gave me a bracelet for my birthday. I just kept it and never wore it once but I didn't mine wearing it.

In the morning, I was awaken by my mum to go eat breakfast at the hotel lobby.
Because I stayed awake all night last night just to celebrate christmas, I'm super tired. Having no choice I went down for breakfast. Since there's nothing planned to do so I stayed in the hotel room for the whole day. Luckily, I brought my laptop along and there's internet connection. I spend the whole day watching Naruto Shippuden as there were many episodes that I've missed. What a boring way to celebrate christmas.

I really wanna go home right now. I feel so bored and I'm wasting my time here doing nothing. Maybe I just don't wanna stay in the place that memory took place. I've already put it all behind me but by being here I've made them reappeared. This really suck. I just wish the day would just go by quickly. That way I won't have to feel the pain again. Let's go home, ok ?

Day 1

Last night I only slept for 3 hours. Why ? It's because I went home late from partying with my fellow graduates and teachers and I have to go to Penang.
When I woke up I was really blur. I was supposed to be the one driving but my dad suddenly felt like driving. Lucky for me now that I can get some rest.
At first I didn't really think much about this trip because I'm going because Grandpa decided to go back to Penang.

I didn't ask much details about the trip. I only realised where I was staying when I reached the hotel. I'm staying at The Northam hotel. All of a sudden I was not happy about that. I remembered when was the last time I've been here. I remembered it clearly. It was around this time 2 years ago. It really brings back memories.
All this memories that I thought have long been forgotten just all decided to come back. Even now as I am writing this I can see the images flashing in my head.

I don't know how to describe this feeling. I'm glad I still have this memories but at the same time I don't really wanna remember them. It was our 1st ever trip away from the city together. Sometimes things are just this funny. You'll always think back on things that you can't have, lost and want to forget. Take me for example.
I know I'm not suppose to think about her or remember the times with her but I just do without me even knowing. It's christmas eve today but this is all I can feel and think of. Where's my christmas sprit ? I guessed it's not in me.

Graduation

Yesterday my Graduation Ceremony was held at my school. I finally graduated.
A year has just flew by. After a year of speaking Japanese on a daily basis, I guessed I need to get used to not speaking it that often. Like any graduation ceremony, there's speeches and presentation of certificates. After all those there was a singing performance by all graduates followed with photo session.
I was pulled away by alot of people to get my photo taken. Boy was it tiring.
At the end of the ceremony I remembered that all of my classmates and I bow at my teachers and said thank you I suddenly felt something weird. I felt like I would miss my life spent in this school.

Later at night, all of us graduates went out together with all our teachers.
We went to a korean restaurant. Many of you may not have known but Japanese like to go to pubs to have a drink after a hard day of work. Apparently it's to relax.
That night was a drinking heaven. We occupied around 6 tables. All of the tables are full with beer and sho-ju. Everyone were drinking. I could see from the owner's face that he was unpleased with our presence. Haha. I guessed he just wanna close the shop and head home to his family. Because I have to head to Penang at 4am, I left early. I wonder what time did they stayed until ? In the end, I felt really happy.
After all it's not a year that nothing has happen.

Photos are here --> http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=779439056

Japanese Speech Contest

After JLPT there was 2 weeks left before my graduation. Everyone in my class were wondering what kind of lesson will we have since all of our exams are over.
At first I thought it was going to be like after PMR. Boy, was I wrong.
Being the Japanese they are, the thought of many things for us to do.
In other words, Study hard to the last minute. So we did listening and reading exercises. Because exams are over, there's just no reason to do them.
However, they had something planned for us. They made us write speeches.
It turned out that we were going to have a speech contest among us.
The contest was held today.

It was seperated into 2 parts. I was the last contestant and also the MC for the first part. Being the MC was an easy task as I only have to introduce the contestants but I had to do it in Japanese. After that I had to worry about my speech performance. When it was my turn I had a stomach ache. I did my speech without going to the toilet. After all the speeches had been heard the students have to vote for the 3 person they thought was best. The results were surprising as I won both the Student's vote and the 1st place. I didn't thought I would win cause all I did was memorise my speech a few times. Anyway, it's one of my happiest moment.
It's true cause I nv won 1st prize in any speech contest I've ever participated.
Thanks guys for voting for me. Although I never vote for myself. Haha.

EJU results.

Anyone remember what the EJU is ? For those who have forgotten about it, it's the Examination for Japanese Universities. Since I'm not going to Japan to further my studies the result doesn't matter to me anymore. However, since I've taken the exams, so why not look at the results. The results were out last Thursday.
There were 3 subjects in this exam. 'Japanese as a Foreign Language', 'Mathematics' and 'Japan and the World'. I got 267 out of 400 for 'Japanese', 153 out of 200 for 'Japan and the World' and 83 out of 200 for 'Mathematics'.
The requirement to futher your studies to Japan was a minimum of 200 points for 'Japanese', which in my case I have more than enough. I was very happy with my 'Japanese' results. However this result is not much of a use isn't it ? Haha.

My date

Last Sunday was my friend, Poni's Birthday. In my life I have known her for 7 years but I have only celebrated her birthday 4 times including last Sunday.
I've arranged to meet with her at 7pm plus at Mid Valley.
We were going to watch Twitlight at 9.50pm, so we had alot time that time.
At first we went to have dinner at Sushi Zanmai. Since I had a heavy lunch, there wasn't much space for dinner. So I had s Chicken Curry Katsu ser meal and Miso soup.
While Poni only had some sushi. It was her birthday so she said she would pay.
Of course I didn't just forget the fact I didn't have to pay. I gave her present.
After dinner, we still had a lot of time left before the movie. We were lost as we do not know what to do until then. Being the study person Poni is, she chosed to spend our free time in MPH. After that, we went to watch the movie, Twilight.
There's nothing much I could say about the movie except the fact that the movie was trying to promote the car Volvo c30 driven by Edward Cullen in the movie.
There were drifting, speeding, and a whole load of reckless driving.
When the movie finished it was already going to be 12am. I drove home and then went home. It was my first date after a very very very very long time.
I had so much fun. Like how Poni describe it, nice and simple. Thanks for the date.

Facial expression

Have you ever sit alone in a cafe, drinking hot drink, waiting for your friends to come ? If you have I can bet it was boring isn't it ? However have you tried looking at the facial expressions of people walking around in front of the cafe ?
You'll notice there's all kinds of facial expression for your viewing pleasure.

As for me, I've always had a thing in examining people's facial expression.
There's one particular expression that caught my attention most.
It's the expression of trying to hide all your sadness under a fake smile.
Don't be mistaken by my term fake smile. The smile is very indeed sweet but there's nothing happy emiting from that smile. That's why I called it fake smile.

I wonder what's more harder to feel ? The feeling of sadness pouring out from every hole in your body or the feeling of suppressing all your sadness with a smile ?
I really admire people who have the courage to throw away their sadness and just pretend nothing happened. If it was for me I couldn't do it. When I come upon people like that I always got this sudden impulse to tell them it's ok to feel sad. You don't have to pretend. I can't help but feel sorry for them. I'm not sympathying them. It's just somehow I could relate to that feeling of being sad and alone.

Whenever you're sad or anything bad happened to you don't force yourself to smile.
There's no point putting up an empty smile. You gotta act to your own comfort and not for others to see. Light is at where your friends are.

Missed Love

Once you were given to me with much feelings. I accepted you like you're just another normal person. When things became worst, I just put you aside.
Your existence escaped my sights. I forgot you were there all this while.
One day when I was looking around, I found you. I wonder when did I came in possesion of you ? I took you up and place you on somewhere I could see everyday.
I told myself, I will make full use of you. I look at the back of you and saw your limitation. The limitation was not far but not near either. There's still time.
I said to you, Don't worry, I'll get to you soon. After some time, I finally made up my mind to come to you. However, I was too late. I failed to make the due date.
You were in front of my eyes but I kept forgetting about you. Now it's too late.
I'll have to get rid of you. I should have appreciated you.

I'm sorry.

Wedding

Last Sunday after my JLPT exams, I rushed to Times Square Hotel to attend my current piano teacher's wedding. She married a guitar lecturer of UCSI. You guys can say it's a musician wedding.

That was the first time I was invited to a wedding alone and my first time attending a musician's wedding. As most of the chinese wedding dinners you usually go to, there's lots of old people and my worst nightmare, old people singing very very old songs on the stage. Luckily, in that wedding there's no old people karaoke.
Instead, there were live bands performing. The first band was the instructor of the center she works in. Next, was the bridegroom's personal band. It was awesome !

There were lots of drinking, screaming and laughters. I thought to myself.
I too want to have a musician wedding just like this someday. Haha.

Freedom

Last Sunday I took my JLPT exam. For those who dunno what it is, it's the Japanese Language Proficiency Test. It's to test your Japanese that people around the world take. With this test over, I finished my syllabus at school. In other words, FREEDOM.
However, as happy as I am, I still have to go to school cause I'm only graduating on the 23rd. After that I'll have to decided what I'm gonna do next year.

Concert

Last night, I went to Genting's Arena of Stars to witness the concert of F.I.R..
The concert was suppose to happen early this September but it got delayed due to
some political reason. So I had to wait for some time to witness it.

It was awesome. So worth the wait. There were many great songs performed but 3 parts were my favourite. It was the part where they introduce the band members because I got to see everyone of them do a solo with their own instrument.
The 2nd part is the last song before the encore. That song was 我们的爱.
After they sang it, the band use the melody of the song and played it while F.I.R. when backstage. The 3rd part is the last song of the concert which was Fly Away.
The live band was really awesome. It's really a different feel.

Although I keep saying how awesome it was, there's some not so good parts too.
The first problem was the mic prob. There's always mic interferences.
The vocals were great proving the point that 飞 can really sing but it was too loud including the backup vocal. Making it sometime too sharp. I also think the concert was too short. Only 2 hours.

With all the ups and downs, it was still an awesome concert for me. It really makes my blood pump bringing me to happiness. Rock on !!!

Feelings part.2

This time it's time to talk about 阿沁's 其实还爱你. Have you heard this song before ?
If you have, I'm sure you know the lyrics well and understand the meaning there.
Let me summarise for those who never heard of it before. It's a song about someone loving a person even the relationship is no longer there.

I'm sure all of you have experienced it before. The feeling of having to let go of a relationship when you are not ready to do it yet. The feeling of experiencing new things alone like a strol in the park when it's windy alone. The feeling of that cold bitter breeze upon your face. Nothing can compare to that.

Well that's what I think about this song. It's up to you what the song tells you.
I hope you can interprete this song as well.

Audition

The audition was held tonight. We were the only band to audition today.
We had some technical problems which led to a bad audition.
At the end of the audition, we were given comments by the judges.
Many of the things were aimed at me. For example, shaky voice, some notes flat and some more. I agree to that. I think it's my fault for not warming up.
He talk about many things. All which I already know but it's not easy to achieve in 3days. But they are right. We got in this together and we are all in this together.
I'll take this as our rising step to success. We're gonna practice more and enlarge our band.

ps. 3 person band get together for 3 days don't work. Haha

Happy week.

My school started this week. On Sunday I thought this week would be a drag.
My happy week started with the comings of the Annual Concert of the Guitar Store where I learned my instruments. The staff there ask me to join.
Seeing the chance I couldn't wait to sign up. I found the songs for the audition.
However something is missing. Band members. I went searching for musicians.
I only managed to find a drummer and a pianist. To me it's enough but we only have a week to prepare.

First jamming session was on Monday. It didn't go too well because the pianist is a classical pianist. In other words, pianist with no feel. So initially it was a vocalist, a pianist and a drummer. So I went and discuss with my piano teacher.
She told me I should play the piano since the pianist can play guitar. Yesterday I redid the arragement. So our band now consists of me on vocals and piano, the pianist is now the guitarist and a drummer. We got the hang of it and in today's
jamming session we finally got it. The audition is tomorrow. Time to test our skills.

I wanna see how a band made up of 3 person in 3 days do in an audition. Wish me luck.
Yi Li, Chloe, we can do it. Rock on !!! Btw, music makes my blood pump !!

Feelings

Ever since 阿沁 from F.I.R. came out with his own solo album, I have always like his
其实还爱你. Why ? It's simple. Nice lyrics, nice melody, nice feel. You get the drift.
Plus it's in my key. So I love to sing it when I go for karaoke.
People who knows me knows that I always like to sing sad songs.
I always use my own memories to bring out the right feelings to potray the songs properly.

She have always been the main character of my memories. Every song I sang is based on my experience with her. They maybe sad memories but somehow I feel confortable with always bringing them out. I always remember her in the way I wanted to and I manage to sort of keep in touch with her. However the girl with the same name as the one in my memories is no longer the girl I once knew. They share the same name and same appearances but yet there's nothing similar.

I know she have grown up. I guess she's no longer inside that body. I know I'm the only one who stays in the past. Not moving forward but that's not what this is about. I guess I just miss the good old days. That's all.

This Suck.

Today I went to Help University College to ask about the foundation course there.
Plus I get to meet with Xue Ying. After getting the info I needed I went to get my car at the parking. When I reach my car I found a black Kancil parked in front of my car. Wanting to go to another place, I went around looking for the owner.
I went from the cashier of the parking to the security room to the guards in the parking. I was sweating all over but I still cant find the owner.
I have no choice but to wait inside my car. After waiting for 4 hours the owner still havent appear. Luckily, the car park beside me left. Giving me the space to wriggle out of my parking space. Finally I got out but the parking fee was RM 9.70.
I was surprised by the price and asked again for the price. I didnt hear wrongly.
It was RM 9.70. There goes my RM 10. In conclusion, today was a bad day.

Announcement

Finally today I took the EJU. After studying for almost a year EJU finally came and finished. For those who have no idea what EJU is, it's the test for students who wish to further their studies to Japan. It's kinda like our SPM.
I was aiming to futher my studies in the field of music.
That's why all the art subjects like history, geography, economics and many more is not important so I dropped it. So I just took Japanese and Maths only.

However there's a sad news that I need to announce now that the EJU is over.
My plans to further my studies to Japan have been cancelled.
So I'll be staying here in Malaysia to continue my studies.
Some might say that it's a waste. I agree too but there's nothing that I can do about it. Of course I wanna go to Japan but there's no choice I guess.
I'll get over it.

Tired of it

Every one who knows me well knows that I'm a person who likes to save money.
They always tell me why are you saving up when you have nothing you wanna buy or why you wanna save up for ? It's not like you have no money. Yes. I get all that answer.
Well I don't think it's such a bad thing trying to save money.
After all, our mums always tell us to save up for a rainy day.

Today is a holiday for Deepavali. I went out to watch High School Musical 3 with Xue Ying. Today I spent my friend to lunch and bought a snack.
Usually I would go dutch with my friends and would never ever buy anything unless it's my 3 main meals. I guess there's a holiday in everything. Even my saving habit.
I didn't care about money in anyway like I usually do. Felt free and relax.
It's good to use money once in a while I guess.

Youtube

hey guys remember I said I will post my performance video on youtube right ?
sorry it took so long but it's finally there.
You guys can go to www.youtube.com and search for apologize - gary and the band.
Thanks

どういう意味なのか？

昨夜から僕が君と通信した。僕たちは午前２時まで通信したのは本当に珍しくて、懐かしかった。
その気持ち本当に説明できない。今朝学校へ通っている途中まで通信したが急に君のメールをもらわなかった。当時僕は本当に君からのメールを期待していたが君は他のもっと大切なことをしているはずだと思った。
授業の時にも君のメールを考えていた。いったい何故いつも君のメールを待っていたり、期待したりするのか？いったい何を考えているのかゲーリー？何故いつも関係のないことに集中するの？
実は僕も分からない。僕も答えを探したい。誰か僕に教えられるのか？

ケリー。何故君の言葉が僕の気に入るの？いったい何故最近君に関係があるの思い出が急に浮かんだの？
本当に悩んでいる。

ありがとう

最近いつもFriendsterで君の写真を見る。なんとなく懐かしく感じる。先週の木曜に僕が病気になった。
その苦しいときに僕はなんとなく僕と君の過去を思い出した。僕ははっきり覚えられる。
そのとき僕も病気になった。そのとき君の愛護で僕の病気がよくなった。
今回の病気は自分で休むのは本当に寂しかった。先日僕のFriendsterのプロフィールページを見た人のリストから君の写真を見た。だから、君にメッセージを送った。君の返事を待っていたが君がまだ僕を許さないと思うから、返事しないはずだ。驚いたことに、返事した。僕は本当に感謝する。実は僕は本当に君とまだ友達となって欲しい。ケリー本当にありがとう。

分からない問い

昨日、僕は友達と出かけた時に彼女が僕に一つ問いを聞いた。
その問いは「どうしてあなたはゼンギーをそんなに愛したの？」
彼女に聞かれていた瞬間に僕が短い間に僕の答えを探した。でも、見付からなかった。
だから、昨夜から、寝ながら、その問いを思い込んで、考えた。なぜか僕の頭の中に答えがないのか？
僕もう彼女のことを忘れちゃったからなのか？最初から僕は彼女のことがあまり知らなかったからなのか？
でも、もしその答えを今に知っても無駄だよね？僕が僕の生活があるし、彼女も彼女の生活がある。
彼女にとっては僕もうただの友達になったから、今にもそんなに大切じゃない。

Definition

People out there always have some kind of image of me when they see me.
I make all kinds of impression on others. For example, arrogant or cold blooded and many more. To me it's not really a big deal for me. You don't know me but yet you gives comment about me. I'm not saying you you can't say what you want.
It's just when it gets personal please get your facts right.

My main topic here is about one of worst impression of me. That's me being happy.
Being happy have many definitions. It could be money, fame, assets or many things.
I don't feel happy at all. I'm not trying to vent online like most people do in their blog. I just wanna say please stand in my shoes for once and then only say what you wanna say about me. I do have my own problem even when surrounding with all the great stuff. You don't see me accusing you of having a real good life compare to me.

We all have our own problems in our daily life. Each and everyone of us is different in our own way.

ps. I'm really not happy currently.

Gathering

Last week while I was playing basketball with xue ying I told her about the new pizza that Domino's have. Then I realised there's been a long time I've never organised a pizza gathering at my house. So I had a gathering last night.
The people who came are the usuals with a little new members.
As usual we had a blast. I had fun remembering about the past.
Never thought we could still have times like this after years graduating from high school. For those who wasn't invited I'm sorry to say but its too bad for you guys.

Promise

When I was young I lied alot and promise people with all kinds of things.
I wanted my dad to buy toys so I ask my brother to ask my dad to buy it and promise to share with him. However when I was in secondary school I realised the importance of honesty and promises. That's why I dun use the word promise anymore.
All I say is I'll try my best. Because now to me if I say I promise and I never do it I'll feel really guilty. I'll never forgive myself. But that doesn't mean I wont say I promise. If I believe I can do it den I will use it.

This doesn't only apply to me. I always hold a rule inside me. If you can't do it den dun promise me. If you promised me den dun break the promise. That's all.
Is that very hard to do that ? Is my request that hard ? I always feel that youngsters nowaday have bad attitudes. So I dun feel I'm a youngster saying that.
Can anyone show me that I'm wrong ? Where's the point in saying sorry if you just gonna do it anyway ?

Tears

My mum used to tell me about the origins of my chinese name.
My chinese name is 文. It came from a chinese god's name, 文章.
My grandma thought of it cause she wanted her grandchilds to be smart and successful.
Like all chinese do, when they named a child they will get a fortune teller's opinion. At first the fortune teller wanted to add 3 drop of waters to it turning it to 汶 but because I have many moles near my eyes indicating I like to cry that's why my name remains 文. Like the teller said, I did like to cry.

Through all my years growing up, my tears have all dried up. Like frozen glands.
Over the years many people have called me cold blooded because of my lack of warm feelings. Even when I watch sad movies or dramas I wouldn't cry. I even laughed sometime. However I have to admit my eyes always get teary. I just didn't wanna cry.

That day while I was watching 家好月圆 something happen. This drama is rumour to be full of drama, full of sadness. I watched for over 30 episodes and every time I just watched it as a normal movie but I finally cried while watching an episode.
While watching that episode my tears kept rolling down without control.
It was a love relationship problem. That's why I cried. Plus with the theme song it increased my sadness. I really hate that stupid feeling. That feeling of not being able to do anything.

Make over

Last week I chatted with my friend, Chor Pin and his classmate Su Min at my school. I haven't seen him for sometime and I felt he's very thin.
Den last Thursday he told me that SM felt he looked like a kid.
Not fitting our age and SM said I looked stylish. Maybe on that day la. Haha.
So CP ask me online to help him out. So today I asked him to meet me in Wei Cing's house. We went to get his hair cut and I thought him how to style his hair.
We had a blast with Wei Cing's family. At the end it was a success.
His hair is now more stylish. That's all I can help.
When it comes to his inner beauty there's nothing I can do.
That he has to do it on his own. Take it slow man CP. Haha.

ps. I should start charging him. Haha.

Jamming

Last Friday I went for a jamming session with some people.It was my first time jamming with a band. I was there as a vocalist.But most of all someone there to learn about the workings of a band.Most of the people there were experienced except for me.It was really not easy as just going there to sing. There were timing matter and lots. All around that session there were smiles and misses. I did messed up too. Overall it was really great. I hope that this performance goes well and also in future I hope that more of this kind of chances will come to me.
I really need to get experience. Support me !

10th Anniversary Dinner.

On the same day as my sports day, there's de 10th anniversary dinner.
I was very tired but had to prepare for it. After the sports day, I went to my classmates house to get ready. It was a formal dinner which means tie and leather shoes. I reached Prince Hotel around 6 plus with my friends.
Overall it was a grand dinner with great food and entertainment in between.
I had fun although I need to dress all formal and all which was my first time.
Photos will be uploaded to my friendster profile.

Sports Day

Last Friday was my school's sports day. It really brings back memories.
Since my last sports day was 2 years ago in high school. I was looking forward to it.
On that day I participated in the 3 legged race and tug-of-war.
We were seperated into 4 colour groups. I was in yellow.
Altogether there was 4 matches of tug-of-war. I really used lots of strength on it.
There was leg cramp and scratches. At the end we were 3rd place for tug-of-war and
2nd overall. It was lots of fun and it has been a while I did something under de sun.
Great memory.

SPM cert is useful

Today I slept for almost 30 minutes in my essay class. I was doing it half way and felt asleep. My classmate Ronald was making fun of me. I scolded him. Poor him.
Never do anything to me when I'm asleep. I could do mean stuffs.
When the class was over and while I was walking around the class in a blur state,
the office personel came in and looked for me. I saw him holding a sort of paper.
I recognised it as the scholarship paper but I did poorly in the last test.
So there's no way I'm getting a scholarship. When I saw that paper it wrote scholarship for SPM. So I AM getting the scholarship for my SPM result.
I guess my useless cert. is useful. At least for me. Haha.
Now I'm getting discount for my remaining school fees. Awesome.
Thanks SPM cert. In a way.

4 Pass 5 Fail

While studying in my school I've learned alot about the japanese culture.
There's 1 idiom that's playing in the heads of me and my classmates.
It's 4 Pass 5 Fail (四当五落). What it means is if you sleep 4 hours a day you will pass your exams but if you sleep 5 hours den you're sure to fail.
My assistant headmaster always ask us how many hours you studied yesterday ?
I'll be hiding my face cause I dun study after school.
The advice he always give us is you gotta study at least 5 hours a day after school.
Sleeping too much is useless. So he's giving us a discount.
So in conclusion we should only sleep for 6 hours a day and must study 5 hours a day.
10 hours for the weekends. He's trying to kill all of us.
This is some kind of japanese extremist idea of studying. This is driving me nuts.

Malaysia's Hope

Since 12 years ago Malaysia didn't have a chance for a Gold Medal at the Olympics.
Then came Lee Chong Wei. He DID had a chance to get one this year tonight.
However his match was Lin Dan, world's no.1. Well, CW Lee is also world no.2.
So it SHOULD be a good match. However to my disappointment he lose.
Lee Chong Wei lose to Lin Dan. The score was 21-12, 21-8.

His overall performance weren't up to my expectation of the great CW Lee.
But it wasn't due to his lack of skill or training. It's actually the fact that his opponent was just far from his level. And the match was held in Lin Dan's home ground. With his country flooding 90% of the stadium seats supporting for him, for sure CW Lee would be pressure. Thus not performing well. Further on he didn't really had luck with him. Alot of his strikes and hits hit the net but didnt land in.
There's a lot outs too.

Thus in conclusion, CW Lee's performance was disappointing. Haih.
There goes my plan for a holiday.

Ping Chuan

Hey Ping Chuan, thanks for inviting me to your "little" party.
Really good to see you after not seeing you for such a long time.
Ya I know I hid in a corner, a very nice corner too. I was stuck with watching the Olympics. At the end when Poni arrived I did went out. Haha.
Anyway good luck with your studies. Fly back when you are free.
Bye.

Ps. Yam cha is a good thing.

Closing

As most of you guys know that this blog of mine has just reached its 3rd month.
3 months could be long and could be short. It's up to how you wanna see it.
My school life has recently kicked into overdrive driving me nuts.
So I dun really have much time to update my blog and even if I do I dunno what to write. I'm now thinking of whether should I shut this blog down ?
I couldn't make up my mind about it. That's why I came with this thought.
I'll everyone who views my blog. Should I shut this blog down ?
Please leave me all your comments. Please and thank you.

Handphone

In this time nowadays our cellphones, handphones or mobile phones, call it what you want plays a very big role in our daily lifes. They come in all sort of sizes, colours and functions. There's really lots of function available for our phones.
However the most basic and important functions are phone calling and sms-ing.
These functions help people contact and communicate with each other.
That's why it's important. Nowadays even kids in elementary school have one.
Well, I only started to have first phone when I was 17.
I was kinda new to everything, having to learn about it from scratch.
Another thing is that I dun have much contacts on my phone.
When I had a girlfriend all I did was sms with her. That's all I need.
But when I dun have one I realised one thing. I got no one to sms with.
I would look at my phone for messages every minute. Literally taking it in and out of my pocket. Haha. That really suck. Until now it still happens. Haha.
Sometimes. Just every once in a while. When that happen its really boring and sad.

Manners

Most of the people in this world always have to say 2 words. It's please and thank you. However in my opinion there's another one and that's sorry.
No matter whether a person has manners or not they are sure to say these words.
For me, the word that I say most is Sorry. Is it really wrong to say it ?
Some people had tell me before that they hate it when I say sorry.
I guess everyone could guess who they are. Haha. In my opinion saying sorry its not a bad thing. When I feel that I'm helpless when I'm facing a problem I would say sorry. Why ? It's because I feel sorry for them for having to see me so helpless.
I'm no superman. Deep in my heart I really really want to make a change.
But I know my own limit. All of these I've kept in my heart.
Never telling anyone. Now I'm writing this is not to tell it out but to spread the message that saying sorry is not a wrong thing.

Big Bed

Last night due something that happened online I went back to my room feeling hurt.
It's that kind of hurt where you can't treat it. It twisted my heart till all the juices got squeezed out. What's worst was when I went back to my room.
I looked at my bed. For the first time ever I really feel that my bed is big.
Bigger den what I really need. It's a quenn size bed. It's long enough for me.
However it's just too wide for me. How much I wish I have someone to sleep beside me.
I try not to think about it but when I see there's 2 pillows I couldn't stop.
That night I lied on my bed thinking of what happened online and tons of other stuffs. I coulnd't sleep well last night. I dun know whether is it caused by the pancakes or something else. Sure was a very very very lonely night.
I had no company last night. This really sucks but I guess if you think about in another way it's just all right.

Pancakes

Tonight I was at Mid Valley with my family. We went pass a restaurant and decided to have dinner there. The restaurant's name is Paddington's House of Pancakes.
Previously, when I was at Pavilion with my friends I saw the restaurant.
I browse through the menu and there was lots of pancakes. I really mean lots.
However the prices weren't exactly affordable for me if I eat alone.
I ordered lots of stuff and ate lots. My dessert was too sweet for me and I had a sugar rush. Haha. I kept shaking. It was really a super sweet dessert.
Super sweet dessert = pancakes + ice-cream + strawberries + maple syrup + banana.
Sweeeeeeeet!

23rd July

I didnt realise that yesterday was 23rd until I looked at my phone yesterday morning.
Somehow whenever I think about the date 23rd July it felt just like it's a regular normal day. But I just cant help but to feel that I forgot something.
What does 23rd July mean to me ? I really cant put it into words.
It really felt like I had an amnesia attack. I get these thoughts but I can only can feel the memories but there's no images of that memory.
Maybe I knocked my head hard before or something happened that made myself forgot ?
I wouldn't know that will I ? Haha. This is really true. Some part of it.

Bon Odori

On the 12th July, the 32nd Bon Odori was held at the Matsushita Stadium.
As part of my school's curriculum I must go tow the event by school bus.
Our school always provide yukatas for female students of our school every year.
There are only 4 for male students. Lucky for me I have my own.
So for those who were going to wear yukata will have to be at school by 2.30pm.
I reached at about 1 plus and waited. Soon my teacher helped me to wear my yukata.
After all that all of my classmates and seniors went there by bus.
When we reached the place all I could see was people, people and more people.
Before the whole event started we walked around. As expected many of us were ask to take photo with the public. Everyone thought we were real Japanese.
They thought we couldnt speak local languages and they said all sorts of weird stuff.
Haha. Later we all danced and danced. While we were heading home in the bus, I felt asleep cause I was too tired. I've uploaded the photos in my friendster.
This is the link = http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=671420134&uid=12420537

Taiwanese Exchange Program, Formal Night

After the school visit, we went back to Wei Cing's to get ready for the formal dinner. I had to dress up very formally which i usually don't.
In the end only my shirt is formal. Haha. Chun Han looked like he was due for a meeting while I look like I'm ready to pick up girls in a club.
Den we drove to Tropicana where the dinner will be held. We reached there earlier then we need to. We then hung around there. Soon people started to arrive and the dinner started. During the dinner there were many long boring speeches.
Den there's prize giving. blah blah. There's also lots of entertainment which I'm lazy to type it all. For all de photos of this event, I will try my best to upload them. Wait for it.

This is a nice experience for me and my friends. It was fun to have participated in it. All the best to all of you Taiwanese.

Taiwan Exchange Program, School Visit

Today, July 8th, I skipped school for the last day of this program.
Today's event will be a school visit. My secondary school.
This time our job is just keep an eye on our guests. We were shown videos and talks.
Then came the outdoor event. It's basketball time for me again. Haha.
Howver, this time I'm on the Taiwan team. It was very tiring. We won by 21-17.
Den we had lunch. After lunch they played games with the Taiwanese.
The whole event ended at 2 plus. We send them up to the bus and den left for tonight.

Taiwan Exchange Progam, KL Sightseeing

Today, July 7th, I had my Examinations. I didn't really studied for it.
I was too busy with this program and my performance. So I dun think I will do well.
I couldn't focus and fell asleep. After school I went to meet the Taiwan Group in KLCC via public transport. I ask Chun Han where they went today when I was at school.
They did many sightseeing today. Soon we departed from KLCC to Petaling Street.
There we were seperated into groups. I took care of 5 Taiwanese with Wei Cing.
Wei Cing showed the Taiwanese her power of bargaining. They were so impressed.
Haha. We guided them a while and rest at Mcd. Then they went back to Shah Alam by bus. I went back via public transport.

Taiwan Exchange Program, Genting

On sunday, July 6th, is my next participation in this program.
Destination = Genting Highlands. I slept at 1am plus and had to wake up at 4.30am.
I only got to sleep for 3 hours. I got ready and went to Wei Cing's house.
From there I rode in Chun Han's car to Shah alam along with the other crews.
At Shah Alam we rode in a bus to Genting. First stop, The Great Animal Kingdom.
Den the Skyway cable car. Next the Valueble Gem Exhibition.
A round of snowball war in Snow world den it's free time for all.
My job was to be the 'broom' with my friends at the end of the group.
All we did was sweep sweep and sweep. Haha. At the outdoor theme park we played the spinning tea cup. In the cup, Chun Han spinned the cup with full strength causing me to have EXTREME dizziness. Wanted to puke but nothing came out.
All thanks to him I spend lots of time feeling dizzy. After a while, I felt better.
Den we all head to the bus and went back. That night I slept at 10.30pm.

Performance part 2

Remember one of my previous entry named Performance ? That performance just finished tonight, 5th July. It's almost 3 weeks since that entry. That's how long I prepared.
Well with some lazing days. Haha. Dun expect me to be hardworking.
Criz. is always lazy. As stated in that entry I always have stage fright.
My heartbeat wouldn't stop revving up like a race car engine.
Had to do breathing exercises. Haha. I was the 2nd act. I waited and waited nervously. Soon it was my turn. I did a sound check but the mic was not loud enough.
They didn't hear me and I kept singing. Since I might get nervous Eve was asked to help me harmonize. By de way, Eve is a vocalist. Thanks Eve.
After de performance, I felt that a huge burden was lifted from my shoulder.
Phew. Finally its over. Yeah. my piano teacher said It was great. Thanks Jia Nee.
Overall, I didn't screw up. Muahahaha. It's all good. I love MUSIC.

Taiwan Exchange Program, Campfire

Last night, 4th July, I participated in this year's Taiwan student exchange program.
2 years ago when I was in Form5, I was one of pioners of M'sia Taiwan Exchange Program. I went to Taiwan. This time I was call in by this company to help out.
I accepted. What's in my mind is to show my thanks to the Taiwanese for taking care of me when I was there. That's why I accepted. But with my school schedule so I can't go to all the events. So the first event that I went to was a campfire event.
At first, I played basketball with the Taiwanese. 5 on 5. M'sian vs Taiwanese.
And we won. That's what's important. Den de campfire started.
After eating, me and my collegue thought of games to entertain them and it was tiring to take care of all those people. Den I had to drive home from Shah Alam to Sg long. It was held in my high school's sister school.
On the way home it was suffering. Long road home and traffic jam.
When I reached home I was super hungry and sleepy. I only ate one stick of satay that night. Haha.

Changes.

Changes happen everyday everywhere. Since the begining of times changes exists.
Whether you like it or not changes are here to stay.
People who want to move forward always look forward to changes.
To them changes can bring them new hope and new stuffs.
Stuffs that will make their life easier. It all sounds so nice.
However not everyone thinks so. Some people are very satisfied with what they have.
They are afraid of changes. Changes makes their life harder.
They must get used to new things reluctantly. Which are you ?
For me if things aren't going well then a change must happen.
In the begining getting used to the new things is always hard but because of that we have to stop ? Of course not. Good stuff always begin with hardship.
There's a saying in chinese, Suffer first den enjoy later.
I'm sure no explanation is needed for that saying. So I advise you all out there to be true to what you have to do to make a good change for yourself.
Be true to what you want and just do it. Hope that person understands this when she see this. Haha.

Car Wiper Game

Today, 28th June, I went out to find my high school maths teacher with my friends.
Ms. Yew is still Ms. Yew. What kind of crap am I saying ? Haha.
After that we went back to my house. Chun Han called everywhere to find other friends. Then we waited for Koong Kien to come. Den we decided to go eat.
While we were waiting at a traffic light with Koong Kien's car in front of me.
I was waiting in my car for the light to turn green. Suddenly he open his car door and came to my car and pull my wiper upwards den went back to his car.
Me and my friends in my car were so suprised at what he did. I swear to get him back.
I found a nearby parking space with 2 spaces. I park at one waiting for Koong Kien's car to park next to mine. I got off my car and he thought we had reached our destination. I put down my wiper. Den he off-ed his engine. I went to his car and pull his wiper and ran inside my car trying to run off. He tried opening my car door to stop me from leaving but it was locked. Den I drove away.
This story tells everyone and especially Koong Kien. Dun mess with me. Haha.
I'll get you back !!!

Past and Future ?

My mum used to tell me back when I was a kid.
When I was born, my parents went to a priest to ask him to read my life.
He said my life is determined by how my dad would raise me.
Duh! Everyone knows that. The priest said "If you raise him well he will be a dragon but if you dun raise him well he will be a worm." That's in chinese of course.
And because of that phrase my dad dedicated his life in being strict with me.
During the course of growing up, I was guarded very strictly.
All this you could ask my friends about it. I'm not lying. Haha.
Over the recent years I came into contact with Japanese. The language I meant.
Now I'm in a japanese language school and i've thought of a japanese name for myself.
My japanese name is Asuka. Asuka's chinese characters literaly means flying bird.
Why would I call myself a flying bird ? It's related to my story above.
Flying bird. A bird flying in the vast blue sky. So free and relaxing.
That's what I wanna do now. Just being able to lie on a grass plain and stare at a starry night sky. How much I yearn for much freedom.
However, after many years of 'training', I' used to all those.
It's my life after all. Maybe I'm sort of a dragon now. Haha. A small one.

Another Gathering

These are photos of another gathering. Too lazy to write another post. Haha.

Aoshima Sensei

Last night, 20th June was the last day my teacher, Aoshima Yuka will be in Msia.
Me and my classmates gave her a heartwarming farewell party for her.
She was touched by it and said she will always remember it although it's in a mamak at Sri Petaling. Haha. We made lots of stuff for her.
We all wrote messages in a big card for her and we made a memory video just for her.
In all this 6 months of studying in IBT, I've always slept alot in class.
I even got loads of wake up call by her and a scolding.
I never like it when she scolded me. Who does? However I didnt hate her.
I like her very much. She was the best teacher of all my teacher in IBT.
Dun tell the other teachers. Haha. Many of my classmates especially the girls were really sad that she's leaving Msia but we all know we can't stop her from going home.
That night I was the driver for her. I made 4 rounds from Mid Valley to Sri Petaling that night just for her. It's really sad to see her leave.
Aoshima Sensei, no matter where you are, I'll remember your teaching and make my dream come true. Let's meet in Japan! All the best to what you gonna do in future.

Performance

Since last year I've performed a few times before.
Due to my stage fright I always messed things up. Next month I have another one.
This time it will be my first Sing and Play performance.
I'm pretty nervous just thinking of it. I should be excited but I'm not.
I've got no time and no practice. What will I do ?
I have to look for band members to perform with me.
With my tight schedule, my only chance is to rely on my music teachers.
This brings me back to my last post in this blog.
If only I had my free time like I did before. I could do so much or at least dun mess up to big. Now I feel so stressed right now.
This could be my chance to shine a little. I sure hope it will end well.

My Aim

Since Form3 I had my mind set on what I wanna do in future.
I tried what I could thought of to make my dream come true.
I had to take some action to make up for the time I lost.
Once I finished form5 I cleared my mind of what is not important and move on.
At first it was kinda smooth but then I hit a dead end.
It's like a roller coaster ride. However it's ok for me.
My music dream was actually working. By year 2008, I was forced to change my priority cause I had to enrol in a school. So my priority is not music anymore.
At first it was ok but after my last 1 week holiday, I realized that I've lost my aim, my focus. I really dun feel like continuing my studies.
All I have wanted to do was do music but now music is slipping from my hands.
I had to go to school everyday, facing teachers and homeworks.
I'm really losing my focus of what's important.
I really wanna live my carefree life with just music. I'm really losing it.
Is there really no future for me in this ?

Happy Father's Day

It's father's day again. It's de only day where everything is about your father.
Have you express your love for your father today ? I sure hope you did.
It's really a very good feeling when you do something for your dad.
I used to never understand family values and stuffs like that.
I still dun really care much but as much as it is my duty as a son to do something for him. At least for once a year I guess. Haha !
This year I wanted to do something but what can I do with no time and no skills.
So I decided to treat my dad and family to dinner as my gift to my dad.
He was happy with it. All I did was spent some money and everyone's happy.
It's all good. Happy Father's day to all of you out there.
It's never too late to appreciate your family.
However,you dun have to show it always. Just like me.
Because showing it out doesn't mean you really mean it.
Not showing it down mean you dun appreciate your family.
You'll never know how much a family means to someone just by looking at their face.
It's what they do that's important. Never judge a person just by their look.
Especially me. Haha !!

Chen Poni

I've known Chen Poni for quite some time.
Everytime I see her it makes my heart skip a beat.
When I went to yam cha today, Wei Cing told me that Poni would come.
I was surprise she would come. So I waited.
Den she came. I almost choke. But I kinda dunno what to say to her.
She has infinite knowledge on stuff. So her conversation are always intellectual.
She was talking to the others about college and university stuffs.
Since I dunno anything about that I just keep quiet.
When we all head to Wei Cing's house, she said she weren't going.
My heart sunk. Why did you had to go ?

Yam cha

Since my last post, I went out to yam cha with my 2 friends from abroad.
First I went out to meet with Wei Cing from UK.
Den tonight I went out to meet with Chun Hann from US and some friends from high school. Yam cha is a very recent culture in Msia. Everyone is doing it for various reasons. For me, it's to gather with friends and just talk. To catch up with them.
It's great to see that everyone have matured from the days we schooled together.
For example, Daniel is now thin and in good shape. Chun Hann is now bigger.
It really led me to think of our past. The days back in school.
Another fun event to fill my day.

Summer Time

Summer time is here again for most countries with 4 seasons.
Summer time means summer holidays. Yeah! You must be asking me why am I so happy ?
There's no summer holiday in Msia cause everyday is summer.
Well, you're half right and half wrong. I DO not have summer holiday but
my friends from out of the country do. HAHA !
Now 2 of my friends is back from their respective countries and its time to yam cha!
This is de time to test friendships. What friendship ?
I'm talking about the friendship you have when you studied together and the friendship when they come back. If they were true friends den when they come back surely they will find you at least one time. People do change when apart.
But true friendships never goes away. So if you have friends abroad and they are back, so you know what you must test. HAHA! Good luck!

Being calm

There's a lot of situation when you have to stay calm.
For example, while driving, someone suddenly made a strange move.
We gotta stay calm in time of troubles. It's to let us grasp the situation properly.
If we're not thinking right, how could we make the right decision when needed ?
Nothing good ever happen when we panic. That's a proven fact.
You have to stay calm no matter what. For example, in a fight.
When people are in a fight, the emotions and tension will increase.
Some people burst out their emotions and it turns the fight into a fire pit.
This is what I refer to as immaturity.
You can't think straight and your judgement is wrong.
You turn selfish with your thoughts and not give a chnace to the other person.
You should listen to reason and think with a clear mind.
Dun go gushing out all your thoughts and ignore that person.
Let the other person get a chance to explain and see from his/her eyes.
Not only in fights. It's for all situation.
This world would be a much better place if everyone would be calmer.
And less idiots will be in this world.

The important things in life.

In life there are many things that's important to us.
Some are big things like life savings and properties.
It could be small things like present from your children or friends.
Whatever the size or whatever it is, it plays a big role in our lives.
Without it, we won't be who we are. All empty inside.
For me, many items are important to me but there's one thing that I really need.
Just a single chance for me to realise my dream.
I'm sure that chance only comes once in a life time for us.
Some are lucky and some are just not. That's life for you.
Being an aspiring young musician, this chance to shine is really important.
Without it, it would be meaningless for me to continue what I'm doing.
My dream is very far and seem unattainable but I never give up.
This is what I wanna do and I'll achieve even I have to die trying.
For you all out there who have a dream, Work hard and dun give up no matter what.
There's always a way. If you dun have a dream, den better stop wasting time and
think of what. Dun let your youth go by just like that.
I won't give up and neither should you all.

Drumming

I'm a drummer in training. Been playing drums for my second year with a Grade 3 certificate. It's not really that much.
I cant really help but keep thinking that I'm not ready for anything big yet.
Because of school I dun really get much practice.
That's why my basic is no good.
Due to my inexperience, I cant hear and play songs. That really suck.
I've always wanted to have my own band but I still cant find anyone.
Back to drumming. My friend Zedes invited me to join his band as a drummer.
I wanted to be a vocalist not drummer. Besides my drum skills arent that great.
My teacher says i'll be fine but I still think I'm not ready.
I hope I dun mess up.

Petrol price

This recent years there have been lots of petrol price hikes in our 'good country'.
Out of the blue there's a raise. Then lots of motorist gets pumping. Creating a big jam for everyone. Normally its a raise of 10 to 30 cents.
But this time its gonna raise 78cents to 2.70. It's madness.
I spent about an hour just to reach home to write this. Man it took me long.
Hearing about the hike, Me and my frens thought about ways to save our wallet.
The mutual idea was to go to school via bicycle. It's a good idea.
Healthy. We will get plenty of exercise, save money, no jam and no hassle.
That's if you live near school. If i were to ride a bike to school den i would need to leave by 4am. But the thought is actually not bad. Haha.
At the end of the day, the hike will still happen. Prices will still soar and we will live by it. So just sit back and relax. People out there please go home.

Sorry by Buckcherry

Recently there's this song 'Sorry' by Buckcherry that is being played by on the radio.
I'm sure you have heard it before. At first when I heard this song it was ok to me.
Nothing special in a particular way. The only think I remember was the word 'sorry' in it.
Soon after hearing it tons of time when I go to school every morning, I decided to download it.
I put in my phone and listen more to it. I searched for the lyrics. Only den I knew what it was all about. The lyrics really touched me in a way. Its cause I see myself in the situation potrayed in the song. I realized I've been through that. Here's the lyrics. Not much explaination needed.

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds,
and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

This time I think I'm to blame
it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
it's never too late to make it right

The only thing I would like to change about the lyrics where it says ' it's never too late to make it right'. For me its already to late to make it right and I just want to really say from the bottom of my heart that I'm really sorry. For those people who havent heard this before, you should listen to it and cherish the people around you. Some time it's really never too late.

Loneliness

Last sunday I woke up to an empty big house with no one but me alone.
I felt kinda lonely all of a sudden. I did everything at home all alone that day.
It really left me thinking about de facts of being lonely.
It always turns out to suck when you
think deep about it. When I woke up how I wish there was someone by my bed to wake me up.
Some to laugh with when I eat alone at KFC.
When I'm bored someone would entertain me.
It really comes down to a conclusion that everyone needs to have someone special to be by your side. No matter how much you enjoy being by yourself, at one point you will feel lonely.
Then you would yearn for a special someone. Perhaps a lover or a best friend or just anyone.
I wish I have a special someone like that.

High School Reunion

Last night, 31st May I went to my high school reunion.
It was in Italianese in The Gardens. It's been a year plus since I graduated.
So I'm happy I met with my ex classmates.
Some I've never seen for a long time. When I saw some of them still acting like the way
they were when we were in high school, it really made me thought about the old days.
Those were some great memories. People who graduated from high school should really

have reunions at least once a year. They are the peoples who you studied with for years.

For me it was really great. Got me thinking about the carefree days I had.

God I wish I could have such days again. Now tertiary studies suck.

Criz. Valentine's Origin

This name was given to me by one of high school classmates.
One day he showed up at school and ask everyone to call him Mr. something Moneybanks.
or something i forgot. Haha. Den i ask him why not make names for all of us.
He thought and thought den the next day he told me
"your name is Cristopher Valentine"
I took de name thinking it was cool but it still needs some adjustment.
I like the letter 'Z'. So i replaced the 's' in Cristopher with a 'z'.
So it spells Criztopher now. Both Criztopher and Valentine are very long and could be a
mouthful and you call me. So i shorten Criztopher to Criz.. You might ask me why not
shorten de Valentine ? I feel that de name Valentine is very romantic. Haha.
So i keep it de way it is. With my real name no one will call me Criz. Valentine.
That's why i decided to use this name online. And now you know its origin.