Big Bed

Last night due something that happened online I went back to my room feeling hurt.
It's that kind of hurt where you can't treat it. It twisted my heart till all the juices got squeezed out. What's worst was when I went back to my room.
I looked at my bed. For the first time ever I really feel that my bed is big.
Bigger den what I really need. It's a quenn size bed. It's long enough for me.
However it's just too wide for me. How much I wish I have someone to sleep beside me.
I try not to think about it but when I see there's 2 pillows I couldn't stop.
That night I lied on my bed thinking of what happened online and tons of other stuffs. I coulnd't sleep well last night. I dun know whether is it caused by the pancakes or something else. Sure was a very very very lonely night.
I had no company last night. This really sucks but I guess if you think about in another way it's just all right.