Most of the people in this world always have to say 2 words. It's please and thank you. However in my opinion there's another one and that's sorry.
No matter whether a person has manners or not they are sure to say these words.
For me, the word that I say most is Sorry. Is it really wrong to say it ?
Some people had tell me before that they hate it when I say sorry.
I guess everyone could guess who they are. Haha. In my opinion saying sorry its not a bad thing. When I feel that I'm helpless when I'm facing a problem I would say sorry. Why ? It's because I feel sorry for them for having to see me so helpless.
I'm no superman. Deep in my heart I really really want to make a change.
But I know my own limit. All of these I've kept in my heart.
Never telling anyone. Now I'm writing this is not to tell it out but to spread the message that saying sorry is not a wrong thing.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Big Bed
Last night due something that happened online I went back to my room feeling hurt.
It's that kind of hurt where you can't treat it. It twisted my heart till all the juices got squeezed out. What's worst was when I went back to my room.
I looked at my bed. For the first time ever I really feel that my bed is big.
Bigger den what I really need. It's a quenn size bed. It's long enough for me.
However it's just too wide for me. How much I wish I have someone to sleep beside me.
I try not to think about it but when I see there's 2 pillows I couldn't stop.
That night I lied on my bed thinking of what happened online and tons of other stuffs. I coulnd't sleep well last night. I dun know whether is it caused by the pancakes or something else. Sure was a very very very lonely night.
I had no company last night. This really sucks but I guess if you think about in another way it's just all right.
It's that kind of hurt where you can't treat it. It twisted my heart till all the juices got squeezed out. What's worst was when I went back to my room.
I looked at my bed. For the first time ever I really feel that my bed is big.
Bigger den what I really need. It's a quenn size bed. It's long enough for me.
However it's just too wide for me. How much I wish I have someone to sleep beside me.
I try not to think about it but when I see there's 2 pillows I couldn't stop.
That night I lied on my bed thinking of what happened online and tons of other stuffs. I coulnd't sleep well last night. I dun know whether is it caused by the pancakes or something else. Sure was a very very very lonely night.
I had no company last night. This really sucks but I guess if you think about in another way it's just all right.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Pancakes
Tonight I was at Mid Valley with my family. We went pass a restaurant and decided to have dinner there. The restaurant's name is Paddington's House of Pancakes.
Previously, when I was at Pavilion with my friends I saw the restaurant.
I browse through the menu and there was lots of pancakes. I really mean lots.
However the prices weren't exactly affordable for me if I eat alone.
I ordered lots of stuff and ate lots. My dessert was too sweet for me and I had a sugar rush. Haha. I kept shaking. It was really a super sweet dessert.
Super sweet dessert = pancakes + ice-cream + strawberries + maple syrup + banana.
Sweeeeeeeet!
Previously, when I was at Pavilion with my friends I saw the restaurant.
I browse through the menu and there was lots of pancakes. I really mean lots.
However the prices weren't exactly affordable for me if I eat alone.
I ordered lots of stuff and ate lots. My dessert was too sweet for me and I had a sugar rush. Haha. I kept shaking. It was really a super sweet dessert.
Super sweet dessert = pancakes + ice-cream + strawberries + maple syrup + banana.
Sweeeeeeeet!
Thursday, July 24, 2008
23rd July
I didnt realise that yesterday was 23rd until I looked at my phone yesterday morning.
Somehow whenever I think about the date 23rd July it felt just like it's a regular normal day. But I just cant help but to feel that I forgot something.
What does 23rd July mean to me ? I really cant put it into words.
It really felt like I had an amnesia attack. I get these thoughts but I can only can feel the memories but there's no images of that memory.
Maybe I knocked my head hard before or something happened that made myself forgot ?
I wouldn't know that will I ? Haha. This is really true. Some part of it.
Somehow whenever I think about the date 23rd July it felt just like it's a regular normal day. But I just cant help but to feel that I forgot something.
What does 23rd July mean to me ? I really cant put it into words.
It really felt like I had an amnesia attack. I get these thoughts but I can only can feel the memories but there's no images of that memory.
Maybe I knocked my head hard before or something happened that made myself forgot ?
I wouldn't know that will I ? Haha. This is really true. Some part of it.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Bon Odori
On the 12th July, the 32nd Bon Odori was held at the Matsushita Stadium.
As part of my school's curriculum I must go tow the event by school bus.
Our school always provide yukatas for female students of our school every year.
There are only 4 for male students. Lucky for me I have my own.
So for those who were going to wear yukata will have to be at school by 2.30pm.
I reached at about 1 plus and waited. Soon my teacher helped me to wear my yukata.
After all that all of my classmates and seniors went there by bus.
When we reached the place all I could see was people, people and more people.
Before the whole event started we walked around. As expected many of us were ask to take photo with the public. Everyone thought we were real Japanese.
They thought we couldnt speak local languages and they said all sorts of weird stuff.
Haha. Later we all danced and danced. While we were heading home in the bus, I felt asleep cause I was too tired. I've uploaded the photos in my friendster.
This is the link = http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=671420134&uid=12420537
As part of my school's curriculum I must go tow the event by school bus.
Our school always provide yukatas for female students of our school every year.
There are only 4 for male students. Lucky for me I have my own.
So for those who were going to wear yukata will have to be at school by 2.30pm.
I reached at about 1 plus and waited. Soon my teacher helped me to wear my yukata.
After all that all of my classmates and seniors went there by bus.
When we reached the place all I could see was people, people and more people.
Before the whole event started we walked around. As expected many of us were ask to take photo with the public. Everyone thought we were real Japanese.
They thought we couldnt speak local languages and they said all sorts of weird stuff.
Haha. Later we all danced and danced. While we were heading home in the bus, I felt asleep cause I was too tired. I've uploaded the photos in my friendster.
This is the link = http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=671420134&uid=12420537
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Taiwanese Exchange Program, Formal Night
After the school visit, we went back to Wei Cing's to get ready for the formal dinner. I had to dress up very formally which i usually don't.
In the end only my shirt is formal. Haha. Chun Han looked like he was due for a meeting while I look like I'm ready to pick up girls in a club.
Den we drove to Tropicana where the dinner will be held. We reached there earlier then we need to. We then hung around there. Soon people started to arrive and the dinner started. During the dinner there were many long boring speeches.
Den there's prize giving. blah blah. There's also lots of entertainment which I'm lazy to type it all. For all de photos of this event, I will try my best to upload them. Wait for it.
This is a nice experience for me and my friends. It was fun to have participated in it. All the best to all of you Taiwanese.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Taiwan Exchange Program, School Visit
Today, July 8th, I skipped school for the last day of this program.
Today's event will be a school visit. My secondary school.
This time our job is just keep an eye on our guests. We were shown videos and talks.
Then came the outdoor event. It's basketball time for me again. Haha.
Howver, this time I'm on the Taiwan team. It was very tiring. We won by 21-17.
Den we had lunch. After lunch they played games with the Taiwanese.
The whole event ended at 2 plus. We send them up to the bus and den left for tonight.
Monday, July 7, 2008
Taiwan Exchange Progam, KL Sightseeing
Today, July 7th, I had my Examinations. I didn't really studied for it.
I was too busy with this program and my performance. So I dun think I will do well.
I couldn't focus and fell asleep. After school I went to meet the Taiwan Group in KLCC via public transport. I ask Chun Han where they went today when I was at school.
They did many sightseeing today. Soon we departed from KLCC to Petaling Street.
There we were seperated into groups. I took care of 5 Taiwanese with Wei Cing.
Wei Cing showed the Taiwanese her power of bargaining. They were so impressed.
Haha. We guided them a while and rest at Mcd. Then they went back to Shah Alam by bus. I went back via public transport.
Taiwan Exchange Program, Genting
On sunday, July 6th, is my next participation in this program.
Destination = Genting Highlands. I slept at 1am plus and had to wake up at 4.30am.
I only got to sleep for 3 hours. I got ready and went to Wei Cing's house.
From there I rode in Chun Han's car to Shah alam along with the other crews.
At Shah Alam we rode in a bus to Genting. First stop, The Great Animal Kingdom.
Den the Skyway cable car. Next the Valueble Gem Exhibition.
A round of snowball war in Snow world den it's free time for all.
My job was to be the 'broom' with my friends at the end of the group.
All we did was sweep sweep and sweep. Haha. At the outdoor theme park we played the spinning tea cup. In the cup, Chun Han spinned the cup with full strength causing me to have EXTREME dizziness. Wanted to puke but nothing came out.
All thanks to him I spend lots of time feeling dizzy. After a while, I felt better.
Den we all head to the bus and went back. That night I slept at 10.30pm.
Destination = Genting Highlands. I slept at 1am plus and had to wake up at 4.30am.
I only got to sleep for 3 hours. I got ready and went to Wei Cing's house.
From there I rode in Chun Han's car to Shah alam along with the other crews.
At Shah Alam we rode in a bus to Genting. First stop, The Great Animal Kingdom.
Den the Skyway cable car. Next the Valueble Gem Exhibition.
A round of snowball war in Snow world den it's free time for all.
My job was to be the 'broom' with my friends at the end of the group.
All we did was sweep sweep and sweep. Haha. At the outdoor theme park we played the spinning tea cup. In the cup, Chun Han spinned the cup with full strength causing me to have EXTREME dizziness. Wanted to puke but nothing came out.
All thanks to him I spend lots of time feeling dizzy. After a while, I felt better.
Den we all head to the bus and went back. That night I slept at 10.30pm.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Performance part 2
Remember one of my previous entry named Performance ? That performance just finished tonight, 5th July. It's almost 3 weeks since that entry. That's how long I prepared.
Well with some lazing days. Haha. Dun expect me to be hardworking.
Criz. is always lazy. As stated in that entry I always have stage fright.
My heartbeat wouldn't stop revving up like a race car engine.
Had to do breathing exercises. Haha. I was the 2nd act. I waited and waited nervously. Soon it was my turn. I did a sound check but the mic was not loud enough.
They didn't hear me and I kept singing. Since I might get nervous Eve was asked to help me harmonize. By de way, Eve is a vocalist. Thanks Eve.
After de performance, I felt that a huge burden was lifted from my shoulder.
Phew. Finally its over. Yeah. my piano teacher said It was great. Thanks Jia Nee.
Overall, I didn't screw up. Muahahaha. It's all good. I love MUSIC.
Well with some lazing days. Haha. Dun expect me to be hardworking.
Criz. is always lazy. As stated in that entry I always have stage fright.
My heartbeat wouldn't stop revving up like a race car engine.
Had to do breathing exercises. Haha. I was the 2nd act. I waited and waited nervously. Soon it was my turn. I did a sound check but the mic was not loud enough.
They didn't hear me and I kept singing. Since I might get nervous Eve was asked to help me harmonize. By de way, Eve is a vocalist. Thanks Eve.
After de performance, I felt that a huge burden was lifted from my shoulder.
Phew. Finally its over. Yeah. my piano teacher said It was great. Thanks Jia Nee.
Overall, I didn't screw up. Muahahaha. It's all good. I love MUSIC.
Taiwan Exchange Program, Campfire
Last night, 4th July, I participated in this year's Taiwan student exchange program.
2 years ago when I was in Form5, I was one of pioners of M'sia Taiwan Exchange Program. I went to Taiwan. This time I was call in by this company to help out.
I accepted. What's in my mind is to show my thanks to the Taiwanese for taking care of me when I was there. That's why I accepted. But with my school schedule so I can't go to all the events. So the first event that I went to was a campfire event.
At first, I played basketball with the Taiwanese. 5 on 5. M'sian vs Taiwanese.
And we won. That's what's important. Den de campfire started.
After eating, me and my collegue thought of games to entertain them and it was tiring to take care of all those people. Den I had to drive home from Shah Alam to Sg long. It was held in my high school's sister school.
On the way home it was suffering. Long road home and traffic jam.
When I reached home I was super hungry and sleepy. I only ate one stick of satay that night. Haha.
2 years ago when I was in Form5, I was one of pioners of M'sia Taiwan Exchange Program. I went to Taiwan. This time I was call in by this company to help out.
I accepted. What's in my mind is to show my thanks to the Taiwanese for taking care of me when I was there. That's why I accepted. But with my school schedule so I can't go to all the events. So the first event that I went to was a campfire event.
At first, I played basketball with the Taiwanese. 5 on 5. M'sian vs Taiwanese.
And we won. That's what's important. Den de campfire started.
After eating, me and my collegue thought of games to entertain them and it was tiring to take care of all those people. Den I had to drive home from Shah Alam to Sg long. It was held in my high school's sister school.
On the way home it was suffering. Long road home and traffic jam.
When I reached home I was super hungry and sleepy. I only ate one stick of satay that night. Haha.
Changes.
Changes happen everyday everywhere. Since the begining of times changes exists.
Whether you like it or not changes are here to stay.
People who want to move forward always look forward to changes.
To them changes can bring them new hope and new stuffs.
Stuffs that will make their life easier. It all sounds so nice.
However not everyone thinks so. Some people are very satisfied with what they have.
They are afraid of changes. Changes makes their life harder.
They must get used to new things reluctantly. Which are you ?
For me if things aren't going well then a change must happen.
In the begining getting used to the new things is always hard but because of that we have to stop ? Of course not. Good stuff always begin with hardship.
There's a saying in chinese, Suffer first den enjoy later.
I'm sure no explanation is needed for that saying. So I advise you all out there to be true to what you have to do to make a good change for yourself.
Be true to what you want and just do it. Hope that person understands this when she see this. Haha.
Whether you like it or not changes are here to stay.
People who want to move forward always look forward to changes.
To them changes can bring them new hope and new stuffs.
Stuffs that will make their life easier. It all sounds so nice.
However not everyone thinks so. Some people are very satisfied with what they have.
They are afraid of changes. Changes makes their life harder.
They must get used to new things reluctantly. Which are you ?
For me if things aren't going well then a change must happen.
In the begining getting used to the new things is always hard but because of that we have to stop ? Of course not. Good stuff always begin with hardship.
There's a saying in chinese, Suffer first den enjoy later.
I'm sure no explanation is needed for that saying. So I advise you all out there to be true to what you have to do to make a good change for yourself.
Be true to what you want and just do it. Hope that person understands this when she see this. Haha.
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