Being calm

There's a lot of situation when you have to stay calm.
For example, while driving, someone suddenly made a strange move.
We gotta stay calm in time of troubles. It's to let us grasp the situation properly.
If we're not thinking right, how could we make the right decision when needed ?
Nothing good ever happen when we panic. That's a proven fact.
You have to stay calm no matter what. For example, in a fight.
When people are in a fight, the emotions and tension will increase.
Some people burst out their emotions and it turns the fight into a fire pit.
This is what I refer to as immaturity.
You can't think straight and your judgement is wrong.
You turn selfish with your thoughts and not give a chnace to the other person.
You should listen to reason and think with a clear mind.
Dun go gushing out all your thoughts and ignore that person.
Let the other person get a chance to explain and see from his/her eyes.
Not only in fights. It's for all situation.
This world would be a much better place if everyone would be calmer.
And less idiots will be in this world.

The important things in life.

In life there are many things that's important to us.
Some are big things like life savings and properties.
It could be small things like present from your children or friends.
Whatever the size or whatever it is, it plays a big role in our lives.
Without it, we won't be who we are. All empty inside.
For me, many items are important to me but there's one thing that I really need.
Just a single chance for me to realise my dream.
I'm sure that chance only comes once in a life time for us.
Some are lucky and some are just not. That's life for you.
Being an aspiring young musician, this chance to shine is really important.
Without it, it would be meaningless for me to continue what I'm doing.
My dream is very far and seem unattainable but I never give up.
This is what I wanna do and I'll achieve even I have to die trying.
For you all out there who have a dream, Work hard and dun give up no matter what.
There's always a way. If you dun have a dream, den better stop wasting time and
think of what. Dun let your youth go by just like that.
I won't give up and neither should you all.

Drumming

I'm a drummer in training. Been playing drums for my second year with a Grade 3 certificate. It's not really that much.
I cant really help but keep thinking that I'm not ready for anything big yet.
Because of school I dun really get much practice.
That's why my basic is no good.
Due to my inexperience, I cant hear and play songs. That really suck.
I've always wanted to have my own band but I still cant find anyone.
Back to drumming. My friend Zedes invited me to join his band as a drummer.
I wanted to be a vocalist not drummer. Besides my drum skills arent that great.
My teacher says i'll be fine but I still think I'm not ready.
I hope I dun mess up.

Petrol price

This recent years there have been lots of petrol price hikes in our 'good country'.
Out of the blue there's a raise. Then lots of motorist gets pumping. Creating a big jam for everyone. Normally its a raise of 10 to 30 cents.
But this time its gonna raise 78cents to 2.70. It's madness.
I spent about an hour just to reach home to write this. Man it took me long.
Hearing about the hike, Me and my frens thought about ways to save our wallet.
The mutual idea was to go to school via bicycle. It's a good idea.
Healthy. We will get plenty of exercise, save money, no jam and no hassle.
That's if you live near school. If i were to ride a bike to school den i would need to leave by 4am. But the thought is actually not bad. Haha.
At the end of the day, the hike will still happen. Prices will still soar and we will live by it. So just sit back and relax. People out there please go home.

Sorry by Buckcherry

Recently there's this song 'Sorry' by Buckcherry that is being played by on the radio.
I'm sure you have heard it before. At first when I heard this song it was ok to me.
Nothing special in a particular way. The only think I remember was the word 'sorry' in it.
Soon after hearing it tons of time when I go to school every morning, I decided to download it.
I put in my phone and listen more to it. I searched for the lyrics. Only den I knew what it was all about. The lyrics really touched me in a way. Its cause I see myself in the situation potrayed in the song. I realized I've been through that. Here's the lyrics. Not much explaination needed.

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds,
and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

This time I think I'm to blame
it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
it's never too late to make it right

The only thing I would like to change about the lyrics where it says ' it's never too late to make it right'. For me its already to late to make it right and I just want to really say from the bottom of my heart that I'm really sorry. For those people who havent heard this before, you should listen to it and cherish the people around you. Some time it's really never too late.

Loneliness

Last sunday I woke up to an empty big house with no one but me alone.
I felt kinda lonely all of a sudden. I did everything at home all alone that day.
It really left me thinking about de facts of being lonely.
It always turns out to suck when you
think deep about it. When I woke up how I wish there was someone by my bed to wake me up.
Some to laugh with when I eat alone at KFC.
When I'm bored someone would entertain me.
It really comes down to a conclusion that everyone needs to have someone special to be by your side. No matter how much you enjoy being by yourself, at one point you will feel lonely.
Then you would yearn for a special someone. Perhaps a lover or a best friend or just anyone.
I wish I have a special someone like that.

High School Reunion

Last night, 31st May I went to my high school reunion.
It was in Italianese in The Gardens. It's been a year plus since I graduated.
So I'm happy I met with my ex classmates.
Some I've never seen for a long time. When I saw some of them still acting like the way
they were when we were in high school, it really made me thought about the old days.
Those were some great memories. People who graduated from high school should really

have reunions at least once a year. They are the peoples who you studied with for years.

For me it was really great. Got me thinking about the carefree days I had.

God I wish I could have such days again. Now tertiary studies suck.